Thursday, June 10, 2010

June Holidays

Hey ! 
Good Morning =)
Well, i had a terrible sore throat for the past few days. It had started since thursday, when i was having fun with my friends. HAis. I fell ill on tuesday, temperature went up to 38.6 degrees bah. Then yesterday, when i woke up from my nap, it was 38.0 degrees. ARRRGHHHH!!!!! I had to tolerate with my sickness, the fact is , the sore throat is still there. I couldnt talk well, i couldnt eat well and i couldnt drink well. That's the worse part of all. I couldnt enjoy life. 
Since it's the holidays, i should make the full use of it to study. I read a few good books and learnt a lot from them. I would like to go to the library with my friends. The problem is : everyone is too busy with their own lives. Hais. SAD SAD SAD. =(
I would be glad if someone would accompany me to the library for a day. Just a DAY !!!! Is it too much ? ARGGGGGG !!!! I shall stop thinking and get on with my life. Well, everyone needs their own space and freedom. You just cant manipulate their time mah. Therefore, i have decided to do a few things. I restricted myself from the phone, laptop, television and no sleeping in the afternoon. Please do not be angry / annoyed / upset / etc... with me if i did not message you people, kks ?? =)
I have decided to work with my difficult emotions during the june holidays so that i could transform these difficult emotions ( angry/ fear / sad ) into positive energies ( love / understanding / non- fear ) . I have to  get in touch with my emotions to understand them better.  xD
Thats all for now. =D
Jiayouss people for your O levels. =)
All the best. =]
yenling (: